helloz tweety.
hmmz, actually ar, today i was rather upset. Sigh~ and i actually wanted to go all the way to find out the source. There is one thing in me that i dun seem to be able to change lor. And it is the bearing of grudges. But after going to church ar, i sort of learnt something. Actually a few weeks back i also recieved a mail titled "Let Go, Forgive n Forget, Walk Away Frm Disappoinment" Anyway, today's message had the similar meaning to that of the email. It tells about how many people including me, these dayz, who keep broading over wad nasty things others may say to us or done something to disappoint us in some way or another. And it is our Choice, to continue to broad over it and get angry? and to dwell on it and get more and more bitter? or to be responsiable for my own feelings. To take control of it, to forgive and to forget and stay happy. Here is a passage of the email :"

Forgiveness doesn't mean that the other person's behaviour is okay.
And forgiveness doesn't mean that the other person is off the hook.
He's still responsible for his misbehaviour.

Forgiveness is about letting yourself off the emotional hook.
It's about releasing your negative emotions, attitudes, and behaviours.
It's about letting go of the past so you can go forward to the future.

Also, such feelings can also make us feel down and out, causing us to feel that no one can be trusted. But its totally untrue cause there is always someone who cares for us and takes care of us.
After the message was preached, we then sang the song "Count your blessings", Not bad ayz =) all these sorta helped me cool off and think about how lucky i am. I am sure there are many pple out there who are not as lucky as i am. So i should learn to be satisfied and to have a positive attitude towards things and to people around me.
Haiyaz, gtg liaoz, me so hot and thirsty nowz. Tata, Goodnitez~