Just a feeling Coming over me...

Just realized today that I am not so bad after all
Am able to make the opposite sex blush
Able to make the opposite sex smile
Able to make the opposite sex feel paiseh

Hahaz.
Feeling high
Feeling elated
But carrying on like that will not get me what I want

It is hard
It is tough
To be able to find someone
Who is the one
Just right for me

It is fun
It is tiring
It is interesting
It is irritating
The suspense of it all

In this game of love
Of finding the perfect one
Just suited for me
Requires patience
Requires skill

Am I really getting old?
Am I no longer young for this?
Or has the age for it just begun
It is not for fun
It is not a pun
But it is for real

Not for experience
Not for self
But for love
Finding the right one
Everlasting

Are Christians really that rare?
I don't believe
The Lord provides...