heyz bloggie.. so sorri.... nie dai le ni........

Was asked by a friend one day....

"do u still have feelings for her?"

Just this phrase started a series of thoughts in my head.... came up with a conclusion.....

"you have already taken a piece of my heart... maybe i gave it to you unknowingly? but u have just gotten it and it can nv be placed back at the exact same spot again... You might have it, but life has to go on right? Furthermore, I have tried very hard and succeeded in not evolving the feelings to hate...... So i will not hate you, you will still occupy that little space reserved, but only as a very special friend. Do i regret it? I guess not... I guess if we really got to be together, we would be quarrelling day and nite..... You like freedom and space... but I........ for some reason or another, might cross your path now and den... not on purpose, you know it, but because i care. But all the same, i am sure you would still be irritated with me.... So all i can say is, We shall have our own space from now on.... Till the day i can find another, will be the day we might chat like the way we did before.... innocent with no strings attached...."

Tick - Face it
Tick - Accept it
Tick - Overcome it
Cross - Let it go

-maybe i still cant let it go.... so i have to do it the hard way to forget.....