Deciding

Sitting back on the chair
Thinking
Wondering what’s in your mind

Our messages seem to take longer to get to each other now…
It shouldn’t have been this way…
Perhaps, it shouldn’t have even started out this way…
Patience…

I hate being the 3rd person…
Why did it ever start out?
It just happened so gradually I guess…
Would have been great if there wasn’t him I guess
But it was also because of him what it has come so far

I shouldn’t be so selfish
I shouldn’t stand in between…
I should be behind
Standing and supporting
Making sure you be happy
Making sure you are comforted when you are down
Making sure you dun feel lonely

Its now time I guess
To stand back and let you decide
To let you think what do you really want
To let you breath and make ur decision

What is mine, will be mine
What isn’t, wouldn’t be
The feeling has to be mutual
Else it wouldn’t work out anyway

I’ll wait,
I’ll hope,
I’ll try not to envy
I’ll not get angry
I’ll continue to persevere
Till the day
If it should be
To come…