Passing Feeling

Feeling sad, a little lonely
Wondering why it should be so
Finding meaning in all that’s happening
Thinking, pondering, struggling

Resisting the urge
Overcoming the self
Is it for real?
Or is it just a fleeting dream

What’s this feeling inside me
Overcoming all logic and sense
Sensing, thinking, wondering
How do you actually really feel about me…

Self discipline…
Patience…
Self giving…
Living for GOD and not for self…

When will the right time be…?