Thinking through

Why is always so hard to give it up?
Why is it always so hard to make a decision?
The time has now come
Where I seem to not know what I want anymore
Wrong…
I do know
But I can’t let go

I need to learn
I need to move
I need to think and believe
That I can do so

What makes you so special?
You’re not pretty
You’re not that smart
You’re not that attractive
So what is it?

Is it your confidence?
Nope
Is it your outlook in life?
Nope
Is it your loyalty?
Nope
So what is it?

Is it pity?
Perhaps
Is it worry?
Perhaps
Is it your innocence?
Maybe
But still why like that?

It is not the right time
Nor the right moment
Nor the right manner
Nor the right place
It is all odds

Can I wait?
Should I wait?
It still boils down to the word doesn’t it?
Patience…
Friends lasts Forever
But what about relationships?
Do they?
Can they?
Shouldn't they?

What is its defination?