My Diary 2003

Yesterday is History, Tommorrow is a Mystery, Today is a Gift, Thats why we call it the Present

Wednesday, June 04, 2003

Hello... Long time no see huh tweety..
hmmz. just watched Big Fat liar. =P Funny show manz hahhaa, but there is lots to learn from it as well
well, School has just reopened for muah. but i also have 2 weeks break spread out. And i hope i can go for that geog excursion next week. Time flies boy,.. Mesa in Year 3 already and b4 u know it, i will be in NS.. Guess we should all treasure the time and fun that we CAN have when it is placed right in front of us, or else it will just dissappear b4 we can say "Hello Benjamin"...
hee, me crapping lately, dunno why. Maybe its just to kill a little time here and there. Seen and heard lots of pple havin prob around me lately. Somethings just need time and effort to solve. It takes alot of swollowing of pride to achieve certain things. Not saying that we should always give in to others. To make it easier, let me tell u a story. Real one horz. Not showing off horz

Today, i was in the bus and it was sort of full. Was feelin real tired after a long day in school and by somehow or another, i managed to find myself a sit in front. You know, those seats that faces the back. Then on one stop, an elderly couple walked in. There was only one empty seat in front of me then but right at the back, there were more empty seats. The elderly lady asked her husband ( i think so lar) if he wanted to sit. So of cause, being a Man, he said no need and asked his wife to sit. I was there watching as the lady sat down and as the man walked to stand at the side. The first thought that came into my mind was to just stand and allow the man to sit with his wife. But, i was tired knowz.. and it was like, so lazy to get up...
So i stayed put in my seat. I told myself that if the man wanted to sit, he could go behind as there were more seats. Then after the next stop and after watching them for so long, i decided to just stand up and asked if he wanted to sit. But he didnt want to! He said that he was alighting at the next stop and asked me to go back and sit. So mahlu siaz. me want to let him sit but he dun want lor, then its like there are so many pple watching. So at that point of time, i said that next time dun try to act big and give pple your own seat.
So that was how i felt in the bus. But while walking back home, i thought back. I asked myself what if i didnt offer my seat and gave in to my lazyness and to my excuses to justify that i should not give up my seats like 'wad if he dosent want to seat', 'wad if his stop is just the next one', 'what if all the seats are taken up when i give up my seat' etc. Would i feel GOOD? hmmz, so at least i know that i did something right and that i shouldnt be ashamed or feel malu about doing the right thing despite what other pple might thing. As the saying goes, we can run away from everything except our own consience.

Phew. wad a day worz. me go bath and do chores liaoz. Chaoz

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