My Diary 2003

Yesterday is History, Tommorrow is a Mystery, Today is a Gift, Thats why we call it the Present

Saturday, January 17, 2004

Haha, sneaked in here while all my aunts and uncles are talking outside.. =P
Now got this wong fei hong show siaz. hahaz and i dun intend to miss it.

Hmmz.. Guess i will have to do the same thing back to u... Dragging this on is doing none of us any good. Will not take anymore initiative. U do wad u want den only both of us can feel "good" i guess. Know that u are under alot of stress but it does not give u any good reason to ignore me.

Was thinking. Why does it take so long to find the rite gal...
Maybe because i dun go for gals that are too attractive who attract alot of attention, who has alot of suitors, who is "kai fang" and who does not know how to take care of herself.. who is naive and too innocent... why ar? all those points good mahz... is wad most guys might probably go for.. but i dun want! Because i would feel insecure... Never will know which guy might be after u... Maybe u say i dun trust u, But its someting natural that comes to me mahz... I am also human... I will try to protect u with all i have... But u must also do ur part to let me feel assured mahz...

Love has to be mutual.. thats the hardest thing to get i guess... Maybe thats why i am single to now... i am so choosy... But thats me! I dun want a relationship that only last for only a week? a month? I dun believe in such relationships... i only believe, that we 2 want to be together, its not something that is decided at the spur of the moment... am not the kind that things relationship is a game... Maybe it was wishful thinking of mine to think that we could be together... Guess so.... Well... Just have to wait for the rite one, for the rite time...

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