Hmmz.. LOTS of things happened today
hahaz, Hmmz. lets see... Yesterday and today, i have been getting "messages" of different forms that when love.... Gets too deep, it can turn into hate.... There is an element of Truth in it... i agree. BUT will not and i dun intend, To let that happen for my case...

Someone just brought up to me. Heryi, Do u want to really start a relationship? or just be very good friends with her? This started a series of thinking to come into my head.
Next:
If u want to start a relationship with her, then u will risk that she might avoid and ignore u forever. Den i was like huh? why like that? Reason was simple. If she doesnt like u, and u keep showing her care and concern, she willl get pissed. And to avoid misunderstandings, she will avoid and ignore u. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sick rite. Haiz... OK, i am not unreasonable. SO from now on, As long as u are happy and comfortable, i will do it. Shall not force or do anything to make u uncomfortable from now on. If u want to talk, feel free to. I will always be there for u as usual.... its going to be hard on myself i guess... but I think its worth it... I think its also time for me to let go... hmmz.. but i know i cant... so i let u do it ur way.... haiz... Will try to do it... i will...

Next... I meet 3 ex pri and sec sch classmates outside! ahhaz small world manz!
One of them was this guy who was wearing his army uniform! so coolz hahaz.made me think abt how time flies....
The next 2 pple i met were on the bus! were my sec1 and 2 classmates hahaz. and we talked abt the good ole daes back at sch manz hahaz. Both were gals =P arhahaz so qiao somore. Anyway, i suddenly feel that i should start to think abt the old times and start finding that list of phone numbers.... hahaz its been a real long time =P So at the end of the bus ride we exchanged phone numbers! beat that.... After 2 to 3 long years of not communicating at all, we suddenly met and ON THE BUS! wad a small world manz.... hahaz

Hmmz... ok... so i am not feeling so bad nowz... But i guess things are dying down... i am not going to bother u anymore so that both of us can cool off? But in there... at least for this time being, there is still a small space. Empty and reserved =)....