I feel like locking up....
Like wad i did 6yrs ago...
Did make me stablize....
But i am afraid that i would regret it...

Some say, In order to force oneself to forget a loved one, u must love another... IT WORKS, but its super unfair and unright to do so... Another way to forget a loved one is to find fault and hate.... and its not right tooz... in fact, its bad.. Must things always turn out this way? Terriable feeling inside knowz...
Guess u will not know... Cause i do things thinking abt u.... There is always a reason as to wad my actions are...
U hate feeling bad, so i will not let u feel bad.. i guess..
Will solve this prob of mine... somehow or another...
Gonna have some excitement tml.. cant wait for it =P