Mixed Feelings

I believe in FRIENDS !
(Angels GOD sent for me! ?)

THANKS A MILLION ~ !
- for studying with me
- nagging at me
- for teaching me
- simply being there

Therefore, you’re now certified a “FRIEND” ! :D
Enjoy UNI “Mr. Mysterious”!
Lolol

they came over today... and she gave me a card with a keychain...
that was whats written in the card...
grrr... fustrated...
Guess it just says it all?
she just wants us to be friends?
maybe it's best this way
maybe it's just as it should be
it shouldn't have ventured any further
there shouldn't have any hopes right from the start...
fustrating...
it can be controlled
but i just choose otherwise...
was it too fast?
or is it just not meant to be...
arrrr
should i continue to wait?
or should i just stop right here, right now,
ARRRRG
its hurting! but yet not... its a feeling of
emptiness...
what should i do?
somebody pls help me...
tell me what this means!