Conflicts

Sigh…
Sometimes I just do things to help
Myself get more muddled
Myself to get stubborn
Myself to make a firm decision
Based on what I see
And understand

May not be the best choice
But it beats walking around in circles
Beats wallowing in a sink hole
Beats brooding over stuffs which gets you no where
Grown, Different?
Sighz…
Nahz…
You’re still the same
Just as stubborn as ever

Sigh
Why must it always be like that?
Maybe
You do have changed a little
Maybe you have matured a little
But is it enough?

O well
Why am I so into this?
Is the feeling still the same?
Seriously
I need to find out
Anyway
All the best