My Diary 2003

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Sunday, May 13, 2007

I had the weirdest dream last night

It was something of significance I guess… to me..

And the backdrop is even weirder…

I dreamt that my parents and I stayed at hostel… see… that is weird rite. And that day, you drove to school as well and stayed over too.

The next morning, when we came down, my parent’s car had a wheel stolen and yours had 3 wheels stolen… and I am still thinking why 3 and not all >.<

Naturally, tears soon started appearing on your eyes and not wanting to be seen crying, you ran away to a corner and wanting to comfort you, I followed suit. But I tugged you to another place as I didn’t want my parents to know… ya…

In that corner, I tried to comfort you. For the first time, you pulled my hands around you. No words were expressed. It was silence. But it was silence that was not deafening.

After a long period of time, I whispered.

“Actually, I have something to ask you”

“what?”

“Ru guo you yi tian, ni you yi ge hao peng you lai dui ni biao bai, ni hui ze me yang?”

-silence

But there was a slight grin at the edge of your mouth…

I cant remember what happened after that… but I only remember one thing, which is you said this after dunno what

“You do not have to rush, if it is already yours”

Soon after, some police came…

I talked to them and apparently they already knew about the tires being stolen and they even brought some fella to fit on the wheels back for FREE.

-_- lame I know, but that’s why I tell you, this is just a dream

But a very sweet one…

Seriously, I do not know what I should do now

Seriously, I want to ask you that very same question

But I do not want it to end up that we can’t even be like right now once after I ask u

The fear of rejection and not be able to be friends once again.

Should I? Or should I not?

Many things have happened that points that you are waiting for me to express it

But there are also things that point that you are not ready for it

Am I just a friend?

Or something more?

Thanks for the reply even though it was super late already

It showed that at least u replied…

But still

I am at loss at what to do

Let nature take its course?

I might not have that many chances left do I?

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