Muddled, or am i not

dunch know why i am doing this at this time.. exams are coming.. i am stressed i guess
3 different people,
3 different characteristics,
can they co-exist?

History mustn't repeat
Time to think seriously indeed
Not wanting to lose anything

Can it be?
Should it be
Can I decide and stick to it

Perfection
Beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder
What is forbidden
What is open
It is a very difficult choice or is it?

Why can't we live a life with no secrets... Why can't we all live openly and truthfully...
Growing up stinks...