Random Disturbing Thoughts.....

Many things been running through my mind. So many things happening in a week tweety.

Can this be due to exam stress? I guess not… it must be Selfishness in me acting up again..

It has been quite some time since I last really disliked someone.. xm said I was rather fierce to him. But I can’t help it… It is me. I dun hide such feelings, nor do I like people to hide such feelings in front of me. I show what I want to show. I do not like u, I will show you, but if u persist and piss me off, don’t blame me if I get nasty.

I have always been this stubborn.. it know it is bad.. but it is hard to change. I don’t forgive people easily I guess. And when I do, I find it hard to forget, unless of cos you are someone special. That’s different.

I hate scheming people

I hate people who act stupid when they are smart

And I hate people who hurt any of my friends

Is that wrong? I guess not, but it is never good to harbor negative thoughts. I am trying seriously. Learning. Can’t say it doesn’t affect me though when I see such people close to my friends.

Next…..

Have I really closed the door that I myself can’t open it anymore

Sighz~ Now is not really the time to talk about such things right? Gosh… why am I starting to think about such things..

Sometimes, I just wish to be unfeeling and just mug for the exams…

Meaning over feeling

I need to control my feelings by meaning… That is going to be hard… choices.. sigh… I’m still human right. I have not regretted one bit about sticking around with you guys.. just the part about that weird fella.. I should just delete him.

Heck it

It’s just 2 weeks more

What specialization should I go for?

So many aiming to get into electronics… that is a tough one. Should I go for the easy one? Power engineering? Or should I go for the tough one with better job prospects. The problem is, can I, will I be able to do well in Electronics?

Which are you going to choose?