Repetitive

It’s weird how things turn out in such a way
I told myself to give it up
To forget it
To try and be mutual

But in the end
The feeling is still there
There is no ending I know
There is no proper beginning as I know of for now

This is not the right way
This is not the way
I just want to talk
I just want to converse
If that is not even possible
I dun see why start at all

Going to harden up again
But yet….
There is something stopping me just now…