At the edge? Or ......

I seem to have a lot to say… but words doesn’t seem to flow out of my mouth so well now. I think I might get dumb one day.

I want to talk, but I can’t seem to know what to talk about. Is it you or is it me? I feel hot at a time and cold the next. What is it that you really want? I really do not know. Have I done something wrong? Or is it you want it just this way? Maybe, I haven’t really known you well enough.. but yet.

I am starting to have some doubts… but somehow… I keep wanting to look forward. I want to talk to you, would u let me? Or am I becoming a pest that buzzes around you. I seriously don’t want to be that.

I do not want to seem

That I am rushing things

To be ever so eager to know you that it irritates you

But yet

I do not want to lose it if it was already going in the right direction

Someone said it has a period

Is this period really so short?

Or is it longer?

How can I know?

Let the instinct lead the way?

Shall I just wait for the lead?

Or should I create the lead?

I thought the male should be the one doing that

So which is which

Can I have some sign from you to know which direction to go?

Both can lead to good endings

But we need to walk in sync…

Can I, may I, please, walk in sync with you?