Passing Feeling.... Decision

I was in the mrt
There I saw 2
Standing face to face
Smiles all in their face
She bent forward
And pecked his lips
Repeated it 10 times
Till she suddenly felt self conscious

Thoughts ran through
What makes or breaks a relationship
What keeps it going
Life is too short for worries
It should be filled with more fruitful stuffs
Time and tide waits for no man

So what is it that I really want?
What are the qualifications?
Christian
Cheerful
Caring
Careful
4Cs…

We have to be natural
And yet enjoy each other’s company
We may not be together
But yet able to feel each other nearby
We need to know each other
To be able to feel each other

Is there such a gal out there?
To be pick up one is no feat
But to have one true one is a feat
You dun fit in all 4Cs
Does that mean you don’t qualify?
No one is perfect one said

Well, one thing for sure
We can’t be together
Well, if this is meant to be
Let us just be friends
I shall hereby forget it all
He said the easiest way to have a memory is to make it a painful one
Indeed he is right

But I am not disheartened
At least you know what you want
At least you are picking up
But is it really happening?
Or is it just a show?

I wish you all the best
I will still be around
Watching from behind
Till I find my one true one
And maybe
Someday
I might just need someone like myself