Chuck it all aside

“I decided to chuck everything aside and just go according to the best”
wha… I just said that, did I? No more tangles for me.
Can I just walk away like that?
Like nothing has ever happened b4?
Yes I can
O yes I really can!
But it’s irresponsible

But how else can I not face the pain?
The pain of seeing a darn close friend sinking deeper
Into something unpleasant
Am I negative?
Maybe
But highly likely not
So far, I haven’t been wrong
But maybe I might be?

O wells,
I dun want to see the process
I dun want to get hurt myself
So I shall turn away
Let me change

Why do people go into a relationship
Heyz, you dun believe do you?
If I want to have a relationship
I jolly could easily have one
A darn chio
Or a darn nice character
Or some say a gal of your dreams
But what for?
When I know what the ending will be
When the timing is not right

So be it
But everyone needs someone to confide in
Someone to listen
Someone to comfort
So what is mine?
What was mine?

Wow
Amazing rite
I dun need the looks
I dun need to body
I only need my mouth
And my ears
With of cause my splendid brain waves
To win a gal over
Dun believe?
Dun try me
Nor bet with me
The power of the mind

It’s my strength
As well as my weakness
There is no such thing as perfectness except GOD
Maybe I should be like you
Not to do anything
And let it come
No more messaging
Unless you are worth the message
Unless… I feel like it
But yup
It’s easy to get used to it