My Diary 2003

Yesterday is History, Tommorrow is a Mystery, Today is a Gift, Thats why we call it the Present

Friday, February 27, 2004

Chun Zai
U say it
i hear it
like the waves rushing over
just like the beach

Your sadness overwhelms all
Happiness
Even the rainbow also nomore colour

i hear it
u say it
like the knife cut like that
hard hard piercing

because true love has got
no rules
so heart is painful, shattered no turning BACK

But I have been down here
Always been down here
The picture taken with u
Always have been stuck onto my phone

Love will be forever
You say one
When u leave me behind
U didn’t even missssss me

I am really down here
Always been down here
Dun care who is wrong, angry i’ll hold on and tightly hold on to it
Dumb dumb accompany and keep to prove u are worth it.
And I will smile because it is all…. Worth it…

Tuesday, February 24, 2004

Say it isn't so
Tell me your not leaving
Say you changed your mind now
That I am only dreaming
But this is not goodbye
This is starting over
If you wanna know, I dont wanna let go

So say it isnt so

Say you changed your mind now
That I am only dreaming
But this is not goodbye
This is starting over
If you wanna know, I dont wanna let go
So say it isnt so

If you wanna know, I dont wanna let go
So say it isnt so

Too late.....

Chinese version
Suo bu shi ze yang
Suao ni bu hui li kai
Suo ni huan le ju yi
Jiu dai biao wo jai mong li
Suo ze bu shi jai jian
Ze shi gang gang kai shi
Ru guo ni siang zi dao, wo bu siang fen kai

Suo bu shi ze yang

Suo ni jing huan le ju yi
Jiu dai biao wo zai mong li
Dan ze bu shi jai jian
Ze shi gang gang kai shi
Ru guo ni xiang zi dao
Wo bu siang fen kai
Suo yi suo bu shi ze yang

Ru guo ni xiang zi dao
Wo bu siang fen kai

Suo yi suo bu shi ze yang……

Sunday, February 22, 2004

I felt the chair move back...
and den forward..

someone pushing it?
no...

i closed my eyes...
Felt the world tilting from side to side...
left.... and then right...
Faster.. n faster...
More.. n more...

Oh no.. am i falling sick?
Is this what u call giddy?
Is it something i ate?
Cannot be mah.. everything was fine till just!

I opened my eyes..
I saw the place moving left and right...
YIKES.. whats happening!

The building was shaking.........


O MANZ! Doesnt this sound like in the movies? But it really happened! hahaz and i was on the 15th level when it happened! LOLZ COOLZ! But it really did feel like the end of the world......

Now lets see. Give up and get along with life have lead it happily and find meaning in it?
OR
Cling on, quietly wait knowing yet that even if it comes true, it can't last?

lets see.... Roll of the coin...... what is the result? suspense..............

Give me the determination and strength to accomplish this!
Sometimes, we must learn to let go.... and by that, it really means let go! Even if it swims right up to your net, we must still be willing to let it go..... Unless of cause, everything is different. Must be impartial worz WiNkz*