Mr Fighting

We are aware of what has happened
I know how you feel when you lose everything
As I have been through it
But I am very fortunate because someone gave me a helping hand
He told me that you’ll see day when the night ends
One will experience joy after anger
Because of him, I overcame despair
Because of him I saw hope
Because of him I have the chance
To lend him a helping hand too

Romantic isn’t it?
I am falling back into the past
History is repeating itself
But one thing is different now
I have grown older
And I have improved in taste I guess
Well, this show shall help me move on
Mr Fighting…. Always fighting to move on!

Passing Feeling.... Decision

I was in the mrt
There I saw 2
Standing face to face
Smiles all in their face
She bent forward
And pecked his lips
Repeated it 10 times
Till she suddenly felt self conscious

Thoughts ran through
What makes or breaks a relationship
What keeps it going
Life is too short for worries
It should be filled with more fruitful stuffs
Time and tide waits for no man

So what is it that I really want?
What are the qualifications?
Christian
Cheerful
Caring
Careful
4Cs…

We have to be natural
And yet enjoy each other’s company
We may not be together
But yet able to feel each other nearby
We need to know each other
To be able to feel each other

Is there such a gal out there?
To be pick up one is no feat
But to have one true one is a feat
You dun fit in all 4Cs
Does that mean you don’t qualify?
No one is perfect one said

Well, one thing for sure
We can’t be together
Well, if this is meant to be
Let us just be friends
I shall hereby forget it all
He said the easiest way to have a memory is to make it a painful one
Indeed he is right

But I am not disheartened
At least you know what you want
At least you are picking up
But is it really happening?
Or is it just a show?

I wish you all the best
I will still be around
Watching from behind
Till I find my one true one
And maybe
Someday
I might just need someone like myself

6th sense

You may not say it
But I can feel it
The sadness within yourself
Hiding in its depth

Well, at least it is an improvement
At least now you are able to at least
Drown yourself in something useful
To understand the importance
To know your priorities

Feels like it’s almost painful
Perhaps I am just being sensitive
But the feeling is strong
The feeling of being annoyed
The feeling of confusion

Well, you know I am always there
To hear you
To comfort you
To calm you down
But I will not shaft it on you
You need to decide

It’s time to grow up
Time to move on
Time to know what you really want
Time to know you are no longer young anymore

I’ll be there for you
Just don’t make me feel betrayed
Don’t make me shut myself out
Lets just be friends
At least now

Woosa Woosa

Woosa woosa
Relax and dance to the music
Spread out your arms
Welcome the big blue sea
Woosa woosa
Toss all your worries away
Say ye, say ye!
Woosa woosa

Dark clouds get lost say good bye
Fine weather, cute sun
Feelings coming a little fast
Feel like loving than let it come

Get rid of tears
Get rid of sorrow
Want love to come loudly Say Hai
No reply than don’t keep saying why oh why
Want love than open your heart

Not tired come forward
Get prepared, love is fluttering

Connections

Looking back at the past
It seems…
All the gals that I am connected with…
All seems to come from GB…
Sucks…

And it all ends in a sad manner
Must be cursed
Why GB? -_-
All 3…
All from there

Maybe it’s because of Christ?
That’s not that bad
But it always ends in a sad manner…
Or it didn’t even begin
Regardless
It must be that CCA

It brings pain
It brings joy
It brings sorrow
It brings memories
And it gets closer each time...

Anyway, my next one must not come from there I guess
For it to be successful
For it to last
For it to be a beautiful one
No more GB related girls for me
Lame… Owell lets see than…

Irony

Am I rushing?
Am I thinking too much?
Am I affected?
Should I insult my sensitiveness?
Have I really acted really that well so far?
Or you have just assumed it to be?

Why?
It just takes a spark
To light it up all over again
I used a cup
To fuse it away

But once I take the cup off
The air suddenly seemed to be so dry
You know what it means
But I can run no more
Siblings? Or carry on?

Read though the past
Found out
I have not really changed
Maybe became more patient this time
Not so aggressive as before
That was almost 3 years back..

But it is a big mistake
To ever think if it were to ever happen
It is darn stupid of me
To ever have such thoughts
When you are still attached…

Wonder why
Wonder how
But somehow
I cannot hide
I have to face it
Tackle it
And not fall into that trap ever again

To fake it is always so painful
But it is for the better
We can never be together
Not at this state…

Evil me...
Never think before making decision
sick!
fine!
Priority now is for you to be happy and do well for ur exams

Smiles*
Lets just be friends
At least for now...
Let me rest
Let me focus
I don't want to shut out again :x
It's turning away and not solving

Thinking through

Why is always so hard to give it up?
Why is it always so hard to make a decision?
The time has now come
Where I seem to not know what I want anymore
Wrong…
I do know
But I can’t let go

I need to learn
I need to move
I need to think and believe
That I can do so

What makes you so special?
You’re not pretty
You’re not that smart
You’re not that attractive
So what is it?

Is it your confidence?
Nope
Is it your outlook in life?
Nope
Is it your loyalty?
Nope
So what is it?

Is it pity?
Perhaps
Is it worry?
Perhaps
Is it your innocence?
Maybe
But still why like that?

It is not the right time
Nor the right moment
Nor the right manner
Nor the right place
It is all odds

Can I wait?
Should I wait?
It still boils down to the word doesn’t it?
Patience…
Friends lasts Forever
But what about relationships?
Do they?
Can they?
Shouldn't they?

What is its defination?

In the Turn of an Eye

So many things has happened
In the so very short week
From a wreak
To one who is so busy
Head filled with so much other stuffs

Worry gets us no where
But we still love to worry
Why?
It’s because we are comfortable where we are
But it’s also our downfall
When we get too comfortable

Life is a cycle
We need to keep going at it
We may pause for awhile
But we can’t always stay at the same spot
That’s what makes life so interesting

In times of trouble
In times of need
We want someone near
Someone to hear
Someone to give comfort

But when the time passes
Do we still remember who is the one
Who gave us the comfort
Who lent us the ear?
Or do we just move on forgetting all that was done?

O well, we all grow up someday
And one fine day,
When trouble starts again
We start to remember
That there was once such a someone