Feelings

Elated, Delighted, Contented
Wishing, Hoping, Wondering
If it could always be
This way.

In the world of our own
Wondering around just alone
Thinking, wondering, pondering
How do you really think about me

Don’t say I’m nice
Good
Friendly
Kind

That’s Normal
I just wanna know if I am
Special?
Comfortable?
Dependable?

Still learning to be patient I guess…
The first test is still ever going
Ever continuing…

It has come...

The waiting ended…
With an sms
Apparently I missed an sms…
Somehow it didn’t get thru…
And caused all that waiting…

Thinking, wondering, smiling
What was in that missed sms…
Thinking, wondering, dreaming
How did ur day with him go

The wait was worth it
It brings about sweet results…
Absence makes the heart grow
But I have still not passed the test…of patience

Is it going too fast?
Or is it going on just nicely
Will the pieces fit in neatly?
Just as it should be

The waiting has ended
Sweet -ee

Hero...

Everyone wants to be a hero
With special ability
Coming in at the right time
Right space
Right moment

But little do we know
The sufferings and pain
Which one can have
Holding on to such superior ability

Everyone like fame and glory
No one likes to be looked down upon
But nothing comes free
Nothing is received when nothing is sacrificed

When misused, it causes pain
Sadness
Loneliness
The responsibility of power…
And watching too much anime…

Love

Love is patient
Love is kind
It does not envy
It does not boast
It is not proud
It is not rude
It is not self seeking
It is not easily angered
It keeps no record of wrongs
Love does not delight in evil
But rejoices with the truth
It always protects
Always trusts
Always hopes
Always perseveres

When perfection comes, the imperfect disappears
Faith, Hope and Love… and the greatest of all is Love

The first test has begun… in search for true love…

Feelings...

Feelings I would like you to know
Yet would not like to show
It has to be mutual
Else it’s not sincere at all

It’s sometimes sweet, sour, bitter, exquisite
It can be bottled up
But not for long

How am I supposed to know if you are the one for me?
How am I supposed to know at all?
It is terribly frustrating
When people now do not always show their true feeling…

I am still waiting for you
Patience… the first love test…

Waiting...

Waiting,
I’m always waiting
Waiting for the time to eat
Waiting for the time to sleep
Waiting for you to come
Waiting for you to tell me how you have done

Sometimes
It’s a feeling of hope
Sometimes
It’s a feeling of helplessness
And
Despair

It is sometimes lonely
Happenings clouding the mind
It is at times frustrating
Knowing we all don’t like to be controlled

I felt like asking
But yet not wanting
Hoping someday you would know
The feelings kept inside me
Crying out loud to overflow

I am still waiting… it’s your last paper…

Passing Feeling

Feeling sad, a little lonely
Wondering why it should be so
Finding meaning in all that’s happening
Thinking, pondering, struggling

Resisting the urge
Overcoming the self
Is it for real?
Or is it just a fleeting dream

What’s this feeling inside me
Overcoming all logic and sense
Sensing, thinking, wondering
How do you actually really feel about me…

Self discipline…
Patience…
Self giving…
Living for GOD and not for self…

When will the right time be…?