never knew, wanted to

Never knew what was in ur mind
would'nt it be nice if i could read minds?
den i would know what you were thinking
what you wanted
what you needed
what i could provide
sighz... somethings can't be rushed...
its got to be taken a step at a time
else the outcome is not what is expected nor wanted
ok...
hereon i shall say
i only
want to be friends first...
and progress onwards
inwards
towards
can i?
May I?
i shall try...

Thank You...

First Time

Bored... Learning is painful indeed...
hence the converson
It's not right to take another step, when she izzant ready...
When she is still behind...
having another leading
its not right to pull
and tug
as the other hand is still occupied

The First Time

When you look at me
I didn’t open my mouth but you already guessed it
Love has no assurance
Or it doesn’t satisfy your need

Is it I think too much
Or is it you are also hiding
If the person you chose is me
I will pick up my courage to accept it
Unknowingly let the truth, unfold

Oh the first time I say I love you that moment
Breathing difficulty, heart beating non stop
Oh first time I held, both of your hands
Lost my sense of direction, dunno where to go
That is the first time love has become true
That is the first time together
Oh first time I smell the lingering wine taste
Thinking of being sober but got drunk instead
Oh first time you laid, ur head on my shoulder
24hrs didn’t even let go
That is the first time I felt it was, forever