Reflection

I thought things could be as before
But I was wrong
Suddenly realized how tired I have become
How sick I have gotten everything
Must be my character flaw…

Realized that I was still worried
But sick of everything
Worried that if I moved ahead
And looked back
Only to see you fall

You will fall
It is just a matter of time
And I guess I should just let you fall
Cos that is the only way you will learn
The only way you learn to move on

Feeling very tired
Feeling very sick
Of all the complaining
And bluffing of yourself

Don’t want to ignore you
Don’t want to avoid you
But if I don’t
We will only be moving in cycles

Sorry…
I have to move ahead first
Sorry…
I don’t mean to leave you alone
Sorry…
You gotta learn to pick up yourself
Sorry…
You have to walk this particular path alone

Avoiding and ignoring doest equal that we can no longer be friends
It is just a time to let things calm down
And I will take a rather long time
That’s me

Realized I cannot stand overly sticky people
Cannot stand people who constantly make me worried
A little is good
But anything in excess becomes unhealthy
You take care
Once again
Sorry…
But I have really done my best

This is my resolute
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Bankai..... Has begun

You Love Her So

Ni Na Me Ai Ta

zhi dao ai shi qu ni cai dong de
qu zhen xi shen bian mei ge
mei hao fong jing
zi si ta zao yi li qu
zhi dao ni xiang tong, ta zao yi jing
Bu zai dui ni liu lian
zui hou de ni
kai shi le yi duan zhen zha

ni na me ai ta
wei she me bu ba ta liu sia
wei she me bu suo xin li hua
ni shen ai ta
zhe shi mei ge ren dou zhi dao ah

ni na me ai ta
wei she me bu ba ta liu sia
shi bu shi ni you shen ai de
liang ge ta
suo yi ni bu xiang zai rang zi ji
wu fa zi ba

Mr Fighting's Love

Happiness is in your hands
Don’t let it escape
If not, all will be too late

If not for my provocative comments, you wouldn’t have approached him
Now I know, I get the pic now
All you did was for me
I understand
Regardless of your rejection, denial and aloofness,
I will not let you push me aside again

Right from the beginning
I couldn’t resist liking you
It’s still the same now
Duan Yuqiao do you hear what I am saying?
I believe you have many things to say to me
Not those harsh and cruel words,
But sweet nothings instead
Get well soon…
I want you to recover and tell me those words
I’ll wait for you
I’ll wait for you

I must be seriously injured right
Or you wouldn’t have said all that

No
The one seriously ill is me
I held back until now before telling you my heart-felt emotions

Youli
Thank you
Thanks for telling me
The way I show my love for you may not be something you enjoy
But its not without sincerity
I put on a brave front
I flinched
That’s because I was afraid
Afraid that I couldn’t give you the best

No.. it is my best gift in the world
Don’t be so silly in future… hear me?


Sweet izzant it?
To love and be loved
And Being loved not because you loved
But because she loved you the way you were
But does it need an accident to know true love?

Today

Went studying again today.
I guess I am getting better now
Feeling more comfortable
No longer disturbing
It is supposed to be in the first place

He was there serving
Or waiting to serve
And got me served
She flinched
Got nervous

Put on earphones
Not wanting to face reality
In the result of knocking over a glass
Of hot choc!

He came
With a pile of napkins
All ready it seems
In anticipation that it would just happen
He saved the day
Lolz =)

I am getting by
This shouldn’t be even needed in the first place
A careless mistake
Leads to a bigger mistake
Always be careful at all times…

Locked, Key Thrown

That does it
I can’t believe that I have been so stupid
I can’t believe that I have been holding on to it for so long
Well, it is a week more before the month is up
And I shall fulfill the promise to that pact
Walls are closing up
Pray really really hard
That the new one will also be a Christian
Shall pick up my courage
And get to know her

Feels stupid
But I guess we all need to learn sometimes
Grinz*
You killed it all yourself
Just by showing me your commitment
It’s good I guess
But yet stupid

Shall stop all this nonsense of mine
I have not been myself
I shall be now
It is my own choice
Defensive measures are taking place
The key…
To throw or not to
Throw!

That wasn't too hard...

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All traces into that room
To Be Deleted

Life is starting afresh now
The Old shall be gone
Let’s welcome the New

I still can’t find you on friendster…
But i will
Somehow Grinz*
Can't wait for lectures =P