My Diary 2003

Yesterday is History, Tommorrow is a Mystery, Today is a Gift, Thats why we call it the Present

Thursday, January 29, 2004

Just watched Westside story that was showed on Monday... This guy was talking abt the gal of his dreams... Makes lots of sense siaz.. Just like MI ! hahaz

here goes

I dun like a gal who is too noisy, attracts too much attention
Would like one that is feminine and delicate…
She will look real good reading a book…
Will understand what I am thinking even though I don’t say anything
Will also be willing to listen to whatever I might want to say… with response!
And even though we might be far apart, we would still be able to feel the warmth of each other.
She would also be strong willed… Scared of gals that keep needing assurance.
Most importantly, we would trust each other… Somehow or another… and will be there for each other when we need it most!


Am now locking the doors deep inside... Like what i had done 6 years ago... Wonder how u managed to get pass that many locks... Guess i am alot more matured now.. Dun need to do silly things in order to lock up.... But there is still one more lock...
Was just clearing my hp inbox... Cleared one of the nice one by u... can't bear to clear the last one.... If one day.. it were to be cleared... It means the last lock has been done... and the key lost in some potted plant...

Was bored so i translated the Channel U 7pm show the Ji Xiang Ru Yi Theme song to english.. Here goes hahaz

Lovers…. One not enough 2 is too much
O izzit one flower can bear 2 fruits
Singing this color~ful song… It is my fault…

When 2 get together, not romantic enough
3 breath altogether den will suffocate
Was I born out to be like that? Or izzit heaven’s will
O O when will I den not be so lonely…

Love this one~ word
Inside have heart
Heart inside the 2 things
Represent 2 people!

Lovers… One not enough 2 is too much
O izzit one flower can bear 2 fruits
Anyhow play, Happiness can be disastrous

Lovers… One not enough 2 is too much
O izzit one flower can bear 2 fruits
Singing this colorful song… Its so~ nice~~


arhahaha Lame rite.. =P

Tuesday, January 27, 2004

I feel like locking up....
Like wad i did 6yrs ago...
Did make me stablize....
But i am afraid that i would regret it...

Some say, In order to force oneself to forget a loved one, u must love another... IT WORKS, but its super unfair and unright to do so... Another way to forget a loved one is to find fault and hate.... and its not right tooz... in fact, its bad.. Must things always turn out this way? Terriable feeling inside knowz...
Guess u will not know... Cause i do things thinking abt u.... There is always a reason as to wad my actions are...
U hate feeling bad, so i will not let u feel bad.. i guess..
Will solve this prob of mine... somehow or another...
Gonna have some excitement tml.. cant wait for it =P

Sigh~.... All kinds of feelings and emotions are going through me nowz...
If only u were a real person tweety.. hahaz. so much betta to talk to a real person....
Been decieving myself for a very long time.... I want to put a stop to it.... Suddenly feel so lonely.. this is a bad sign... But i must really thank the 4 of them who helped me =P or else i think i wouldnt have 'survived' till this day...

To Have a good friend, I must BE a good friend myself... Find one, EARN one WIN one... Hard one?