My Diary 2003

Yesterday is History, Tommorrow is a Mystery, Today is a Gift, Thats why we call it the Present

Friday, March 12, 2004

Between Yayu at Yuli at that same point of time.....

When we leave, we can leave behind all our troubles.

I am not leaving.

Why?

You Yayu, you said that you wanted to fly in your dreams… but your legs were being bound… and you can’t see who is the one who tied your legs down..
Let me tell you, that person is yourself.
I finally sorted it all out, from now on; my final destination is to see a brand new You Yayu.
I really shouldn’t have left home..
Running away… only means that I do not trust you enough…
If there is enough trust, then we should be determined and face it head on together.
I will study hard, accompany you and strive for the better together.
We will then have, a beautiful future together.

Smiles~
Yes.
We must not repeat the wrong that our elders has done.

We do not want a short term relationship

We want it to be forever,
And ever…
Till death till we part.

You Yayu….
Smiles~

Westside story~

Conversation between Yuli’s father and Yayu’s dad

You Yayu resembles you exactly!
Dun give any respect to others and also dun consider the consequences
Irresponsible!

Ha.. what promise did Yayu make with you?

“Don’t worry! I will bring her back before dawn!”

Yayu, really resembles me?

Really exactly the same….

Lets make a bet then…

What did you say?

I say, he will defiantly before dawn, bring your daughter back.

Still make a bet? That’s my daughter!

I say he defiantly will bring her back.
If he doesn’t, his father will take full responsibility of it.

Westside Story~

Thursday, March 11, 2004

When Yayu Cannot Talk to Yuli directly and behind yuli parents back....

Hi

Hello, I am Yayu’s messenger your “David Jiejie”
Ay, dun get too excited worz. If you give yourself away, the outcome is disastrous.

Hm

The time now leh, will be handed over to your honey worz =P

~yayu takes over~
Hi, Mi jie si tai

Big…..

Shh! Stupid! Dun anyhow talk.

Yes… but….

You hear me can liaoz. Just answer me yes or no.

Yes….

Send you home that time, didn’t you have something to tell me?

Yes

What did you want to say?
You wanted to scold me again ar?

No lar.

You wanted to say “I….” wad?
I hate you?

~Grinning~
Yes

Ha… I knew it….

What do u know ar?

You hate me…. I knew it long ago…

You den everything also dunno lar… Zi Zhuo Duo Qing
Oppz….

Quick say what is Zi Zhuo Duo Qing in English!

Er Zi Zhuo Duo Qing meaning is..... I dunno leh Jiaomei classmate.

Tomorrow morning you will be leaving for school at 7 izzit?

Nope

6.30?

Yes

Then I will not talk too much liaoz. Tomorrow morning we meet.

Ar… Cannot ar later I ……..

I know, you will be going to school in your dad’s car rite?

Ar, Yes you are rite

Dun worry, I have my way.
You be good and go to bed. See you tomorrow!

Yes

~click~ phone conversation ends… =)

Adapted from Westside Story…

Wednesday, March 10, 2004

Wang Xing and Yinhe Talking about their better halves…

One holiday, when I was about 5 or 6 years old,
I was lying down looking at the sky…
Do you know what I asked the clouds?
I asked if it was willing to marry me.

Whoa! You proposed to the clouds ar?
You are incredible aren’t you?

Ha, don’t you feel that with a cloud, as your wife, that kind of feeling, must be very comfortable..

Hehe, than you must like to have a gal who behaves like thunder worz?

Nooo..
Too noisy gals ar, I don’t like
I like that type of:
Charismatic gal, o yes, I find that gals are most sexy when they are reading.

I am greedier,
I wish to have a guy who can support me and my family
Not just with money worz,
I hope that he can understand me and be my better half

Yeah,
If I can find a gal who understands me, that would be perfect…
Best is if I do not have to tell her much and yet she knows what I am thinking about

Hm.
When we are together,
We can be comfortable with our own distances and yet feel the warmth of the other party

Best is don’t need to have any restriction
Want to talk about what with her, then just talk.
And yet also be able to accept my wacky ideas

O ya and also!
He keeps giving me surprises
Being together with him, I will never be able to know what is going to happen next.
But yet know that I will be safe and secure being with him.

Ha,
She must be an independent girl
I am scared of those girls who keeps needing comforting
Can’t stand them.

Although I do not ask for a very handsome guy
But I were to have one beside me and yet stand one would be good

~looks at each other~
~for long long time~

She must have long black silky hair

His eye brows are long

She has got a pair of nice dimples

His eyes… looks kind and gentle

She has a pair of cute lips

His mouth, are just like 2 leaves

Her eyes… looks rather lively

Adapted from Westside Story
=) That’s wad I call a Dream Girl. Got such gal meh?

Tuesday, March 09, 2004

Love cannot be ordered nor forced
Go away! GO AWAY!
You Yayu, let me tell you
You have the right not to love me
You can avoid me, ignore me
You can treat me like you have never known me before
But you cannot FORCE me to like a person
Even my mum and dad also CAN'T!
I WILL NEVER LIKE Xing Wang!
In this world, i only Love one person

But.....

You Yayu I Love You!
let me tell you
even if you avoid me and ignore me,
I will keep waiting for you....
unless you never did love me...
if that is so...
I will walk away silently
if you really do not love me
if you never ever did love Lan Yuli!

Yayu and Yuli
You’ve not eaten for the whole day…
Must be feeling very hungry…

No problem…. 3 days without food also can’t die…

Big baddie… can you please don’t be so stubborn?
Give a chance for others to care for you, treat you well… izzant that good?

Sigh~ that’s not needed…

These few days I have been thinking, maybe if your eyes really can’t be cured also good

Why?

If that’s so, den we can have a reason to take care of you mahz…
A fish that is well, will be stubborn, independent and makes others hard to get close to it…

I am only used to it
Used to fighting
Used to be independent
To be given warmth by others, I cannot stand it….

What are u scared of?
Scared of crying only?

Shake head~
I am scared that when I get too reliant on someone,
In the end, she still leaves me…
I don’t want to be sad
I don’t want to feel lost


I let u rely on me
And I will surely not leave you…

Promises, is meant to be broken

Shake head~
For those unscrupulous people, maybe….
But we are good guys, so we will surely keep our promises

Adapted from Westside story: The time when Yayu and Yuli goes steady for the first time…

Yayu and Mysterious Woman in black

Youngsters in love usually will have their cheeks red in color…

Thinking back……
“let me see if u are having a fever…. Your faces looks really red….”

Remembered already rite?

This kind of things…. Is really vexing…
I’d rather fight a million times, then to face this kinda matter…

Smiles~
However that kind of happiness can never be compared with no matter how many million times of fights you have…

I dunno…

Everyone knows.
You must remember,
Love needs to be felt from here (heart) and not here (brain)
Go with your feeling, face it and stop running away from it.

Thinking back:
You Yayu, does your hand still hurt?

Busybody

Don’t be so fierce can? People can get sad one…


Adapted from Westside story: “when You Yayu meets the mysterious women….”

Monday, March 08, 2004

Mi jue si ta
Serve you rite…..

Its all your fault u dead fish, smelly fish, sickening fish
Its all your fault!
Sobz~

Ok, enough of throwing your tantrum
Time to be reasonable.
You shouldn’t have told a lie to ur dad
He is right
By being like this, you are not giving him any respect

You are saying that I should have told him the truth?!

What is the problem with that?
You did anything wrong?

OF CAUSE NOT!

If that’s so, you told a lie, its because you think your father does not understand you?
Or its because in your heart, he is a stubborn person?
If you are a father yourself and your daughter thinks like this, wouldn’t u feel sad?
Think again, during last night, when they found out that you had told a lie, how anxious do you think they were? Not knowing what u are doing outside, find also cannot find you.
If something happens to you then how?
From last night till this morning worrying away, only gave you one tight slap, is already very good to u liaoz… stupid…

I am such an unfeeling person! Should be punished!

That may not be so.
Wipe away your tears la.
Later, go approach your mum and dad and apologize and dun ever tell lies again.
A hero does things in broad daylight! Know anot!

Yes! I do!
--smiles

Adapted from Westside Story Disk 9