Pain

This week has been a week of sleepless nights
Thinking each day,
Feeling each night
Your feelings

It pains me to see you in this state
It pains me even more to bottle it all up
It pains me when you can’t make your decision
It pains me when you cry at night

Went for a jog
Sorted out my thoughts
I will stand by you
And support what ever you decide

I will not cut in
I will not leave
You have to grow up
Each day as you live

Don’t take too long
I can wait
But your examinations cannot
That can scar you for a lifetime

Bleeding

you almost broke down in tears today
on the phone
wanted to console you
wanted you to pour all your sorrows out
wanted to make you smile again
but it hurt too much

thank you for understanding
thank you for not trying
thank you for learning
but please sort out what you need to

i'll watch
i'll wait
till the time comes
if it may