Mixed Feelings

I believe in FRIENDS !
(Angels GOD sent for me! ?)

THANKS A MILLION ~ !
- for studying with me
- nagging at me
- for teaching me
- simply being there

Therefore, you’re now certified a “FRIEND” ! :D
Enjoy UNI “Mr. Mysterious”!
Lolol

they came over today... and she gave me a card with a keychain...
that was whats written in the card...
grrr... fustrated...
Guess it just says it all?
she just wants us to be friends?
maybe it's best this way
maybe it's just as it should be
it shouldn't have ventured any further
there shouldn't have any hopes right from the start...
fustrating...
it can be controlled
but i just choose otherwise...
was it too fast?
or is it just not meant to be...
arrrr
should i continue to wait?
or should i just stop right here, right now,
ARRRRG
its hurting! but yet not... its a feeling of
emptiness...
what should i do?
somebody pls help me...
tell me what this means!

Feelings of the free

Sitting back
Thinking
Suspense
Worry
Anxious
Curious

Feelings that race through the head
When you’re busy
And I’m free

I guess
This would be the exact feeling you would have
If you were in my shoes
And than
I would already know how it’s like

Not to be irritating
Yet knowing that I care
What, where, when is the line drawn

We both need a breather
I need to learn trust
And take comfort in it
We are both equal
I am not much better

The feeling has to be mutual
Else it can’t last long
I’ll learn
I will

Deciding

Sitting back on the chair
Thinking
Wondering what’s in your mind

Our messages seem to take longer to get to each other now…
It shouldn’t have been this way…
Perhaps, it shouldn’t have even started out this way…
Patience…

I hate being the 3rd person…
Why did it ever start out?
It just happened so gradually I guess…
Would have been great if there wasn’t him I guess
But it was also because of him what it has come so far

I shouldn’t be so selfish
I shouldn’t stand in between…
I should be behind
Standing and supporting
Making sure you be happy
Making sure you are comforted when you are down
Making sure you dun feel lonely

Its now time I guess
To stand back and let you decide
To let you think what do you really want
To let you breath and make ur decision

What is mine, will be mine
What isn’t, wouldn’t be
The feeling has to be mutual
Else it wouldn’t work out anyway

I’ll wait,
I’ll hope,
I’ll try not to envy
I’ll not get angry
I’ll continue to persevere
Till the day
If it should be
To come…

Guang Liang (Courage) Yong Qi

Courage

Finally made a decision
What others say doesn’t matter to me
Only if you agree with me
I agree to follow everywhere you go
I know that it would be difficult
But my heart keeps comforting me
Fearing that in the end you will give it up

Love requires much courage
To overcome all the gossip
Only when you choose to agree
Than my love would have meaning

We all need much courage
To believe we can be together
Even in the crowd I can feel you
Putting it in my heart
Your true feelings

If my determination goes overboard
And it hurts you accidentally
Can you kindly please remind me
I maybe a little excited
But even more afraid of misunderstanding you

Nice song uhz... hehz. does speak alot in a single song...