My Diary 2003

Yesterday is History, Tommorrow is a Mystery, Today is a Gift, Thats why we call it the Present

Tuesday, March 23, 2004

Hmmz, Out of all the blogs on Westside Story, i think this is the BEST blog ever. READ it CAREFULLY and THINK about it worz! Never read about such things before, but it makes perfect sense!

I wish to lose my memory forever so that I will always be happy…

Actually, you don’t have to lose your memory to be happy.
You only need to learn to forget.
Forgetting is an art. It is DIFFERENT from avoiding reality.
You wouldn’t be able to solve your problems if you run away from reality.
However, before you can forget, you have to learn four things.
Firstly, Face It
Secondly, Accept It
Thirdly, Overcome it
And finally, Let it go
And all these will add up to forgetting.

- facing it, accepting it, overcoming it and letting it go… means to forget?

A person has no choice over his fate and challenges.
BUT
He can choose between misery and happiness
If he makes the right choice, he can control his fate.

- If they are given the choice, why are there still so many people suffering?

That is because they choose to be miserable.

- Impossible!

For instance, since you are a genius, you should know the characteristic of a genius.

- Extremely lonely.

Nope. It’s being petty and tend to bear grudges.

- Why says so?

Haha. Genius.
A genius is really interesting.
A genius’s merit is that he has good memory, but his demerit is that he tends to bottle up his unhappiness all inside his heart.
Do you agree with what I just said?

- Sounds logical.

That’s right! We should only remember the good things… and remove the bad things.


- It is easier said than done.

Don’t you always love challenges especially against the better ones?
So who is better than you?

- In this way, I can become a happier person?

Not only you. You friends will also be affected by your change.
AND
If you are unhappy right from the start, how can the people around you be happy?
Do you understand this logic?

- Can we apply this to a love relationship?

Definitely.
As long as you know how to love yourself, you can love someone else too.

- We are butterflies in Brazil….

Hmm… which can cause a hurricane in the Statess.

“Butterfly Effect”

- When a person does something wrong, it will cause a bad effect on others.
- On the other hand, when he does a good deed, it will affect others, but it is a good effect.
- So we must forget the bad tings and only remember the good ones.

Brilliant!
We must make good use of the talents that we are bestowed with.




Adapted from Westside Story. (Wisdom from Diwu Zheng)

I think age is not the factor to decide whether you have the right to love someone or not. It is whether you are genuine or not…


Sunday, March 21, 2004

Ask yourself who the person in your heart is…
Hope in the heart forms ripples as it searches for dreams…


- facing it, accepting it, overcoming it and letting it go will add up to forgetting

yes… Forgetting… its not running away, its just forgetting and I will…

Taking it lightly……

But after that, I realized that I have fallen in love with her.
And she….

Has fallen in love with you as well.
You two went to the part the whole night.
She understands you and you understand her.
When the two of you are together, both of you are in your own world.
It is a pity that you have net and fallen in love at the wrong time.

I am sorry…

For this kind of thing, there is no right or wrong.
I can only blame myself for failing to make Yinhe love me wholeheartedly.
In fact, I was already suspicious. But I didn’t think that it was you.
Now as I piece everything together, it makes sense…
Yinhe is a very extraordinary girl.
Since she has fallen in love with you, you must be a rather outstanding person.
If it was someone else, I’ll definitely escape.
I’d fight it out with him and make sure Yinhe is back with me.
But if her new love interest is you, I will resign to fate and choose to give up…

Before I found you, I have already fallen in love with Yinhe
I challenged on purpose with You Yayu on purpose to find Yinhe and you…
The aim was to compare myself with you… and most importantly, to find Yinhe
But when she decided to marry you, I backed out.

Why? With your standard you will win hands up
The fact has already proven so.

You are wrong, I am nothing compared to you.
I have always got what I wanted.
I have money and knowledge.
As I walk along Westside, I feel that I am above the rest.
However when I fall in love with someone, even if I devote myself totally…
The other party will still think that I am very cold…

If Yinhe knows you before she knows me, the story would have changed.

Ha… if Yihe hadn’t given herself up for you, I’d woo her right away.

No. You love Yinhe so much because she gave herself up.
You need such a girl to sacrifice herself for you.
So what are you going to do now?

I have realized that besides homework, I don’t know anything…
I am always getting myself into trouble.
They are different from homework, there is no standard format.
I am really frustrated… I try to use the same format, but in the end, I fail…
I cannot even turn back.

How can I help you?

You want to help?
Do I deserve your help?

You are a good man, of not, you wouldn’t be here.
A bad person won’t care about his behavior.
Only good people will think badly of themselves.
Yinhe and you must be suffering… because you all are good people.

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